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| I don't know why I care but I do |
| Monday, April 30, 2007 |
So I just found out that one of my old high school crushes "Nick" is engaged. Okay, big deal, whatever, I don't care. But for some reason, I'm really bothered by it. Not him being engaged, but just the fact that he's engaged to someone also from hs. I guess it's not THAT surprising, given that he used to have a crush on her back then. But she was always this tom boy that (as far as I know) never returned his feelings. I never really liked this girl, which isn't fair since I didn't know her at all. But she just never seemed friendly. I've never seen her smile, and I just couldn't understand back then why Nick ever liked her. She's sooo not even pretty (yes, I know I'm being a b*tch right now LOL).
So why does this bother me? I dunno, I wouldn't even go out with Nick now if he asked me. I have zero interest in him, so why am I so fascinated by this news? It's like being disgusted that such and such celebrity married so and so celebrity. Like who cares ya know? I shouldn't care, yet I do. After thinking about this for like five minutes at my desk, I think I know what it is. I'm not annoyed by the fact that Nick is engaged. I'm annoyed by the fact that hey, if you're gonna "dump" me (okay we never went out, but I didn't wanna use the word "reject") at least do it for someone good! Yamean?! Like, ugh. I wanna throw up when I think about hs.. how could I have been so in love with such a loser? Yes, loser. He has to be a loser if he's gonna pick that chick. Which makes ME feel like a loser for liking a loser back then.
Oh well, Nick... wherever you are out there... good luck to ya!Labels: Back in the day... |
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